Wow....

Wow....Things are a changing here. Some changes are good. But not all. And both type are happening now to me. Not to me but our family. This is a time for me to grow, grow with my relationship with my God, grow in my relationship with my Sethie, and for my belly to grow. 

I am pregnant with baby #4! I was not really planing to be pregnant but as my daddy said, if your not preventing it your planing it. So I guess we really were planing baby #4. After I got done hyperventilating about this slightly unplanned pregnancy, excitement started to sneak in.

Why the hyperventilating you ask? Well at the time of finding out I was expecting, my hard working, providing husband had a not so lovely boss who was making his life at work a living hell. I have some unpleasant choice words about her but I don't think that really will help with anything. Now my husband is unemployed. He was forced to resign. Some more hyperventilating happened.

I am trying hard to be positive and strong. I know that my God would not allow more than I can handle. I just doubt myself. I am trying hard to remember I am strong enough.

There are some bonuses to Seth not working these days. He is home to help me with the boys while I am busy being sick. And not just queasy. I mean SICK! I only have about 25 more weeks and then the sickness will pass! And it will never return again.

There are lots of changes happening here.

Wow! wow